June 2010
2 posts
back
into the cookie world, and my oh my, it’s a wonderful world.
mind over matter
I’ve started this ridiculous diet of eating close to nothing and cutting out dairy completely because my next tournament is in three weeks. I’m trying to lose weight to fight in the next division down. I biked to and from jiu jitsu on Wednesday night, trained for two hours, then did an hour of kickboxing. I woke up yesterday feeling like I had no legs. I trained again this morning,...
May 2010
3 posts
rovert:
I have saved everything I’ve written on here over the past year to both of my computers. Now, I am going to delete everything up till last month. It’s time to start a new chapter that will bring new experiences and lessons learned.
i’m definitely going to copy what you’re doing. i think that i’m going to start a new journal as well
it's been a while.
My ex boyfriend decided to hack my page and write a long post on ridiculousness. There has been so much drama in the last few months that I don’t know what to do with myself this summer. I’m definitely going to only focus on myself because I don’t want any more relationships for a while. Jumping from one to another within a span of two months is pretty unhealthy, and I need time...
My eyes are open, and I’m not even closing them to blink.
April 2010
4 posts
Ten minutes
jimmylazers:
brynnealexis:
And I will be legal.
…finally
Honestly, I’m not looking forward to it like I thought I would be. It doesn’t feel like my birthday, and I have no one to celebrate it with except for my family. No friends to celebrate it with because friends stab you in the back. It’s quite pathetic. What was the point of taking off work when I have no celebrations planned? I feel...
Ten minutes
And I will be legal.
…finally
Honestly, I’m not looking forward to it like I thought I would be. It doesn’t feel like my birthday, and I have no one to celebrate it with except for my family. No friends to celebrate it with because friends stab you in the back. It’s quite pathetic. What was the point of taking off work when I have no celebrations planned? I feel like my...
Lilies
If you ever want to brighten up your day, purchase a bouquet of lilies. Unbeknownst to me, lilies are these huge pink flowers that smell unlike anything. They remind me of my old favorite flowers, orchids, except they’re way bigger. They’re beautiful-my boyfriend gave them to me and they put a smile on my face every time I walk into my room.
It’s been a while since I’ve...
Nova
I got the scholarship I applied to: $10,000 on top of the numerous other scholarships I’ve been offered!
I get to live on campus, finally getting out of my house!
March 2010
3 posts
why
do i always fuck good things up?
:’(
never looking back.
I want to forget, so badly. My past is worst than most people, in the sense that I put myself through hell just because I had no respect for myself. Now, more than ever, I’m paying for what I’ve done, even though the worst was done three years ago. After going through everything today, I feel like a piece of trash. That’s all I was at one point, and reminiscing tonight has made...
Well
Life is perfect.
I’m so in love, I’m on spring break, I have perfect friends, and high school is almost over.
February 2010
9 posts
It's been one year.
One year since we swore that we would remain inseparable forever. It’s been one year since the bullshit began. I look back now, and I laugh. It’s crazy how much can change in so little of time. It’s been two months since we’ve had a decent conversation-it’s been two months since I’ve been unhappy. You taught me a lot about people and about myself. You helped me...
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I only see the very best coming to you, despite all the bad you’ve been through.
that put a smile on my face :) i would say you’re right, things are falling into place. <3
Be creative. Ask me something unusual.
Everything is falling into place
Fearless.
:D
"I want to talk."
That phrase is basically the equivalent of “We need to talk,” which is the phrase most people avoid bringing up. I hate when people, guys especially, tell me this.
I don’t know what to think yet; the last two nights have been awesome, but either there’s something wrong or it’s fear.
I’m going to be thinking about this all day, unfortunately.
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What’s one thing you own that you should probably throw away, but never will?
things from my last relationship, lol
Be creative. Ask me something unusual.
“Life is a runaway train you can’t wait to jump on.”
– Sugarland
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you ruined our friendship. got any remorse?
if i did indeed ruin it, of course. however, it’s kind of hard to really give an answer considering i don’t know who this is. if you want to talk about it, message me or something.
Ask me anything
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your beautiful, follow me ^_^ formspring.me/r4terrorsquad
sorry, i don’t follow creepers.
Ask me anything
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would you ever try to become friends with Aubrey and Sarah again?
i tried to a few months ago, but unfortunately they don’t want to be friends with me. that’s my fault i guess; it’s unfortunate but oh well!
Ask me anything
January 2010
28 posts
“I’m tired of spinnin’ my wheels; I need to find a place where my...”
Secret #6
chugh4:
brynnealexis:
I never, ever want to love again. Ever.
“No matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. Love is fearless.”
you’re right. thank you.
Secret #7
I think that if we don’t get closure with a situation, it’ll haunt us forever. It doesn’t matter how much you let go, closure is what we need to close one door and open a new chapter in life. I need closure, and I don’t know how to get it.
Secret #6
I never, ever want to love again. Ever.
“Each betrayal begins with trust.”
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What’s the worst show on TV?
it’s a tie between jersey shore and teen mom
Ask me anything
You know what?
I don’t give a fuck about you. I really, really don’t.
I’ve always been told that keeping a steel wall up to prevent people from walking into my soul is a bad thing. It’s not. I’m happy that I’m invulnerable most of the time. I’m happy that I’m relatively impersonal with people. I’m happy that people have to fight to be close to me-it’s...
"The Lovely Bones"
After reading for a few days, I’ve finally finished the book-it’s the most beautiful book I’ve ever read. I’m hoping that Heaven is really like how it’s portrayed in the book; I want my own personal Heaven with my own hopes and dreams and hideaways. I wish there was a way to bring Heaven to earth, but I guess life prepares us for a world where our deepest desires come...
“If you’re going through hell, keep on going; don’t slow down, if...”
Chili Cook-off
was absolutely incredible. Unlike most of the trash there, I went sober and stayed sober all day-not an ounce of alcohol in my body. It amazes me of what kind of classless scumbags show up at concerts; I would probably guess that there was at least 1,500 people (mostly underage kids) passed out on the lawn. I mean, what the hell is the point of spending $40 to go to a concert and pass out? I...
some soul searchin'
I bought a Bible today. I had planned to go to Barnes and Noble and before I got there, I felt and urge to buy a Bible. I’m the biggest religion skeptic there is; I believe in God, heaven and hell, but I don’t believe in attending church every Sunday, praying every night, and cleansing my sins through the Lord. To me, religion is one step short of a cult. For some reason, however, I...
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who’s your best friend?
that’s tough because there’s been a lot changes with who i’m friends with. i’m going to have to go with anita and leslie!
Ask me anything
The best day I've had in a while
is without the person I thought I couldn’t live without. i love epiphanies.
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How do you handle everything you’ve been through?
there’s ALWAYS sunshine after rain. it doesn’t matter how bad things get because i always keep in mind that things will turn around at some point. in bad situations, just look forward-look toward the future, or remember all the beautiful things you have in the moment.
Ask me anything
January 19, 2010
It feels good to reunite with an old friend-a friend who I’ve missed for the last year. There’s no reason to end friendships over stupid guys, and I’m glad we’re mature enough to put our differences aside. I’m just shocked at how many lies I fell for in the last year. I’m disgusted with myself, and this will NEVER happen again. ever. I deserve much better than...
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Where’s your favorite place to buy clothes?
forever 21! i’ll shop anywhere where they have at least one cute item
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Secret #5
I think I’m starting to crumble. But this time there’s no one to put me back together.
Sunday, Jan.17
rovert:
I really should be writing my paper on Beowulf, but I figured Tumblr was more important at the moment. This weekend has been great; having the opportunity to hang out with an old friend you don’t get to see because they live 1,000 miles away is an amazing thing, even if for one night. However, have you ever had one of those feelings like, “I know if I do something with friends and...
what a week.
actually, what a month.
gone from bein’ in love to being completely turned off. haha, i guess brynne is back.
this haiti situation is really killing me. i mean, i feel so fucking terrible for these people, and i really want to go on a mission trip to help. all i can think about is my co-worker hasn’t heard news about his daughter, and there are hundreds of thousands of families in...
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Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?
in the mountains. i can go to the beach anytime
Ask me anything
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If you could go on a road trip with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?
haley williams or taylor swift, and we would just drive somewhere to get away.
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would u ever date me? its ur ny buddy
long distance relationships don’t work
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Why did you dye your hair?
lol, i always dye my hair
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Oh goodness.
You cheat on me, and I forgive you. You let me go, and I wait for you to come back. We break up for the summer, and you come crawling. I break up with you, you come crawling, and we get back together. You let me go, seemingly for good, but you want to be with me with no strings attached. I finally let you go, and now you’re begging for me.
I don’t understand-it’s like you want...
it's about time
I finally bought a journal to write in every night.
Now I can begin my New Year’s Resolution
“‘Cause man I know we never get things right, and it gets so old just...”
Secret #4
No matter how much I want to, I will never lose faith in love. I am a firm believer that love makes the world go ‘round.
As Taylor Swift says-love is fearless.
Dear 2010
You are the year when dreams will ring true. You will make hearts sing, and you will turn frustration into carefree laughter. You will allow some students to graduate from elementary, middle, high, undergraduate, graduate, law, medical, dental, vocational, and military school. You will allow some mothers to receive the gift of life, and you will allow couples in love to exchange vows. You will...
December 2009
22 posts
Finally!
10 hours until the new year!
I can’t wait. WE GRADUATE THIS YEAR.
I just want to meet new people and new friends. I’d like to start over with a new crowd of faces. I want a new best friend who I’m NOT in love with. I want to forget the asshole who broke my heart.
tabula rasa!