January 19, 2010
It feels good to reunite with an old friend-a friend who I’ve missed for the last year. There’s no reason to end friendships over stupid guys, and I’m glad we’re mature enough to put our differences aside. I’m just shocked at how many lies I fell for in the last year. I’m disgusted with myself, and this will NEVER happen again. ever. I deserve much better than what I’ve put myself through; he deserves much less than what he got. I can’t wait to start over, to start fresh with people who won’t straight up lie to me. I think my biggest problem is that I look for the good and ignore the bad in people-I always hope for the best, and I take any ounce of positive in a person and make a rainbow out of it. I need to remember to keep my feet on the ground.
